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Quaid Najmi

4 January 2025 at 3:26:24 pm

Old stone Shivalinga unearthed in Trimbakeshwar

Mumbai: The Archaeological Survey of India is going places, literally. Barely a week after unearthing rare copper plates linked to two powerful ancient dynasties, the ASI struck ‘history’ again - this time at the famed Trimbakeshwar Temple in Nashik district, officials said. In a stunning discovery during an ongoing conservation drive, ASI archaeologists found an old stone Shivalinga resting in the silent depths of the temple’s historic Amrit Kund, a massive water reservoir where it...

Old stone Shivalinga unearthed in Trimbakeshwar

Mumbai: The Archaeological Survey of India is going places, literally. Barely a week after unearthing rare copper plates linked to two powerful ancient dynasties, the ASI struck ‘history’ again - this time at the famed Trimbakeshwar Temple in Nashik district, officials said. In a stunning discovery during an ongoing conservation drive, ASI archaeologists found an old stone Shivalinga resting in the silent depths of the temple’s historic Amrit Kund, a massive water reservoir where it remained submerged beneath years of silt, mud and stagnant water. The Shivlinga emerged into view only after the ASI team drained the lakhs of litres of water and undertook an extensive desilting operation in the Amrit Kund. Resting silently at the bottom of the nearly 20-metre-deep reservoir, the ancient relic left conservation experts plus archaeologists astonished and the locals excited. Since it was lying at the bottom of the 65-feet (20-metre) deep Amrit Kund, it is not immediately clear if the Shivalinga will be extricated from there and relocated to a new terrestrial site, or make its way to some other location or a museum. The water tank will be again filled up to the brim as the current monsoon gets underway. It was constructed by Peshwa Balaji Bajirao-III, revered as Nana Saheb, between 1755-1786 AD along with the reconstruction of the main Trimbakeshwar Jyotirlinga Temple that was destroyed by the Mughal army between 1680-1690 AD. The discovery marks the second major archaeological breakthrough by the ASI in a week. Last week, the ASI had announced the recovery of two rare copper plates belonging to the Chalukyas of Navasarika (655–750 AD) and the Traikutaka dynasty (388–495 AD), from the World Heritage site of Elephanta Island off Mumbai, shedding fresh light on western India’s ancient political and cultural history. ASI to revamp Red Fort The ASI this week announced that it will carry out major restoration drives at 140 of Delhi’s 170 protected historical monuments, including the historic Red Fort from where the Prime Minister addresses the nation on Independence Day (Aug. 15) every year. The other sites are: Humayun’s Tomb, Purana Qila, Begumpur Mosque, Kotla Maqbara, City Wall and Hauz Khas complex. The works will comprise big and small repairs and conservation at all these monuments over the next few years.

Seventeen and Overthinking

At seventeen, most people are still figuring out which tracks to follow in life; some, like me, are beginning to wonder if the tracks we have chosen will ever get us anywhere worth going. For the past few weeks, I have been quietly engulfed by a kind of quarter-life crisis, questioning not just my past decisions but the very architecture of the life I hope to lead. Have I lived enough? Have I made choices that matter? Will the ambitions I harbour today translate into the life I desire tomorrow?


It is, paradoxically, the minor and the mundane that often precipitate the largest self-examinations. Should I invest in a new keyboard for my tablet, whose lag makes even a simple sentence take two minutes to type, or cling to the current one because it is beautiful and somewhat costly? Like so many teenagers, I am caught at a crossroads between practicality and desire, between what brings immediate pleasure and what promises long-term stability.


I have always thought of myself as certain, unusually so. From a young age, I knew what I wanted: the career I would pursue, the life I would lead. I had measured my future in terms of fulfilment and happiness rather than earnings or independence. Yet, now that I weigh the realities of ambition against practicalities, the certainty I once prized feels suddenly brittle. What if the choices I have planned will not suffice for my relentless ambitions? What if I am not as prepared as I assumed?


The transition into 12th grade has crystallised these anxieties. Compared with the punishing regimen of 10th grade - Sunday classes, four sample papers a day, two hours of sleep for a month - life now seems deceptively easier: six or seven hours of sleep, fewer formal obligations. Yet the stakes feel infinitely higher. Failure is no longer an abstract threat; it is a looming reality capable of dismantling everything I have built. The soundtrack of adolescence has shifted: gone is the irreverent, carefree Teenage Dirtbag; in its place plays a more sobering, inexorable tune of adult expectation.


In this uncertainty, memory becomes a kind of museum in which I relive a childhood only partially experienced. I did not ride motorbikes through the night with friends, linger by lakesides, or chase the sort of reckless freedom that seems to define youth. I lived, but cautiously, interspersing teenage impulses with adult restraint. I was always the ‘good kid,’ the ‘mature’ one, and now the regret is sharp: I have travelled too far along the road of responsibility to simply return to the chaos of youthful exuberance. I watch younger teenagers embrace recklessness with abandon and feel an ache at my own past restraint.


The tension is existential. Who, or what, is responsible for this overachievement? The city that shaped me, the expectations of others, or my own relentless self-discipline? I have spent most of my seventeen years ‘adulting’ when I need not have, fearful of mediocrity and failure, cautious of average outcomes and disappointment. Yet the paradox is that the tools of adolescence, the impulses, desires and creative naïveté remain unmastered. I am a young adult in circumstance but still a teenager in instinct.


Mumbai, however, has revealed the contours of my authentic self. The city did not so much change me as unlock me. In this urban anonymity, where expectations are few and connections selective, I have discovered dimensions of my personality that had lain dormant: spontaneity, audacity, and an unvarnished authenticity that had no space in my hometown. Moving was not life-changing; it was life-revealing.


Yet the reality of adulthood is humbling. I once imagined it as elegant and empowering, a natural extension of the ‘perfect’ self I tried to cultivate. Instead, it is messy, unrelenting, and deeply unsettling. It demands responsibility, foresight, and endurance I am not sure I am prepared to offer. Even with newfound freedom and clarity, the prospect of paying bills, filing taxes, voting responsibly, or answering to superiors feels daunting. The hurricane of adult life is already swirling around me, and I am not yet ready to step fully into it.


Seventeen, then, is a liminal age: neither adolescent nor fully adult. It is a space of reflection, of reckoning, and of tentative liberation. For now, all I can do is navigate this in-between, hoping to preserve both the reckless wonder of youth and the emerging responsibility of my coming years.


Alas, such is life.


(The author is a student of St. Xavier College, Mumbai.)

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